Morning!

It's 2:13am now! Still awake and there's school tmr!:O Not tired!:( Haha! And i'm camwhoring at this timing! Tsk! Hahaha!!:P Oh wells! Wahahaha!!GOOD MORNING!^__^

                                                                        #PEACE!

#was trying to act cute in some photo's!:P AHAHAHA!!><

Outing with Friends!

INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY!<3 *13.04.12* Hang out with my babies~^__^ Went ice skating and took afew photo's!:D

Once again i'm missing you

Tonight missing you once again!:'( Looking through our photo's hiax... It become our memories now:) Doubt you even wanna remember>< Suddenly miss your tired voice and how you fall asleep while talking otp with me!:( Been making myself come back to reality. You've move on. I don't wish to lie to myself and live in a world of deniable. I don't know why, why is it so hard to move on?:'( I wish too. But, part of me cant seem to let go:'( FML! Crying myself to sleep every single night! And yesturday was the worst!:'( You found out, i'm still missing you. Don't have to pretend you care yeah? Just pretend you never see anything:) And i'll be fine. Let me be. You know how stubborn i am anyways:) Hiax... Both of them is lucky to have you:) Oh wells! Have a great night everyone!^__^

Always Loving You

Hi. Cant you see? I'm the one who always been there for you? I'm the one who has always love you right from the start? I'm the one who never left? Yeah, i left you. Have you ever thought why? While, i'm giving you the chance to fucking be with that girl. Yeah, like i said, imforeverastupidgirl. Okay? And thought you would prove me wrong that you like her. But, you prove me right. And something that puzzles me. You said you hope we could get back together but over is over. Could you please tell me why? Hmmm... it's okay. I rather not know. And i tell you what. i'm not ready to face reality. How Now Brown Cow?:( Hiax... Guess i have to:'( I'm still living in a world of deniable:'( Remember i always say 'IloveYouForever' , When i said forever my defination was till the day i die. I was born to meet you, love you till my death. Maybe even after my death i will still love you.

I'm not a expert...

I'm not an expert at relationships, i don't know how to handle every fights we have. Or maybe going to have, and i will never be a perfect person. We're both still young, and we still have alot to learn. But, i'm willing to take all chances, risk it all, and learn everything there is to know. Just to keep us together. I never gave up on you. Until, you gave up on me. Yes, i know. I'm the one who left and didn't held you closer to me. But, before that you've already fallen for her. I had no choice to let go maybe let you be with her which you already did. And if you perfer her then me. Then go ahead. I wish you two the best. And if you ever need my help, i promise, i'll be there<3 Maybe, just maybe. I was your best?

Life alone...

It's been 2weeks leaving life alone... You're doing great with a new girl... Me? Putting on a mask every single day of my life... Sighhhh!:( I thought to myself 'out of the billion people, why still you?' Oh wells, guess i'm #foreverstupidgirl. And #forever alone:/ What's done cannot be erase. I guess i would be so called 'secret admire'>< CHEYYYY!:/ Oh whatever!>< I'M SO DEAD! I cant think properly now!:/ AND THE WHOLE WORLD REMINDS ME OF YOU! WHATEVER I DO!:'( SIGHHHH! I sleep with my bearbear now!:( Hug it everytime i go to bed.. IMissYouVeryBadly. But, you miss her very badly:( Use to smell your jacket before i sleep and after i wake up but return it to you:( SO now more your smell:( Oh wells...:( Sighhh! Sometimes i wonder if you still have feelings for me... And then i think to myself again WHY ON EARTH WOULD YOU LIKE ME, THIS TYPE OF PERSON NOT WORTH! FUCKING UGLY! AND EVERYTHING! I pretend my teddybear is you... I have even gone insane!:/ Talking to my teddybear thinking i'm talking to you and stuff...:/ Laughing... Thinking about memories we had and tears would flow down... It's just me bah... Goodnight<3

The day we were strangers

Well, i left you on the 26/02/12. Remembered it very clearing. I thought about it for very long if i should or not. While, my desicion were yes. I took the courage to walk out of your life but forgotten to take my heart along!:'( Oh wells!:( Now, my heart is broken. Sighhh:/ Well, i know you gonna love her anyways. I have sixth sense you know? And it's very obviours! You texting her everday! And ignoring my text?! FUCK THIS OKAY?!?! YEAH! Anyways, you should be happy now:/ I gave up my happiness for yours. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?!?! I didn't know it's that easy to forget me! Maybe because i'm not worth remembering ba... Sighhh... Leaving on my own now... What can i say? Good luck in your new relationship with her... Hopefully she doesn't affect our friendship:/ Let's just say i rather we be friends then nothing:) Hiax... being ask by 2guys 1girl. Regected all. Am i foolish? Well, i still have FEELINGS FOR YOU! FUCK THIS MAN! WHY?!?!:'( I CANT SEEM TO FORGET!:'( IT'S NOT AS EASY AS IT SEEMS!:'( I would just suffer this alone...:'(